You think you know me but, You don't. It may seem like I have my life all figured out but, I don't. Yes I do have a positive family to help guide me but, Life isn't always set. I struggle with so much in my life being constantly in the public eye. You may not… Continue reading Confused Teen
Today a received a letter, in form of an early birthday card, from my mom and as I read it, it brought tears to my eyes, why I'm not sure. We haven't really spoken since 2012, I know it's a long time. I felt like I missed so much growing up from her, like a real… Continue reading Surprise Letter
Happy 29th Birthday Son💖
I remember 28 years today so clearly as if it was not so long ago.
Going into labor was all new to me and not knowing what to expect was a little unnerving. The pains started at early dawn and didn’t seem to go away. I just kept pacing back and forth in our bedroom rubbing my tummy.
A few hours had passed with no change. My sister-in-law lived with us, she said I was in labor and it was time to go to the hospital.
We were both excited and scared at the same time. My husband bath me and got our baby bag, then we were on our way to have our baby.
After getting checked in and taken to our room, it was now about 7 am. Next it was time for the nurse to put my IV and check vitals. She messed up on her first…
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Sometimes I feel so alone, even with my home full of family members. Why I feel this way, I wish I knew. My emotions can be all mixed up and messy. I may seem all happy on the outside, but I just feel like crying on the inside. For no reason at all. Some may… Continue reading My Emotions
Sometimes I just need someone to talk to To hear another voice Besides talking to my pet, Although I do enjoy his company To talk to another person, whether it be An adult or child Just another to converse with I do have interesting thoughts to say Being alone is not always a good thing… Continue reading Voice
I'm not happy with our ever-changing world. Something is different in a lot of people that makes our world a bit scary. Some are frightened to go out for a simple walk to the store or even to take your pet to the park. Instead we feel like we're locked up in our homes, just… Continue reading Change Our Angry World
When we care and share, we are those chosen to bring miracles and light to those lost and in the dark, we help up those that have fallen, we give our hearts and souls to those without, we allow ourselves to be used, so others can get ahead and lead a normal life, we are… Continue reading When We Care
Today's reading is about forgiveness I have been dwelling on the one I feel I should forgive, for too long It's putting weight on my mind and body When someone doesn't admit what wrong they have done How can you forgive It makes it that much harder to say, "I forgive you" Although I don't… Continue reading I Forgive You
No one knows what happens to us after we die. Will we get the chance to say our good bye's? Maybe in a dream or a whisper in their ear. I can only hope to get to communicate with my loved ones somehow when I'm gone. To say my last "I love you and how… Continue reading Life after Death